Sometimes I get this random burst of anger
I don’t really know for sure what drives it
but it has to be something to do with
the fact I put so much effort into
you, us, this (or whatever it was)
and you just threw it all away
in the blink of an eye
3 weeks ago we were laying on your
bed telling each other how in love we are (were)
2 weeks ago you told me I was your life
and almost 1 week ago you threw everything away.
I have so many questions.
Why can’t I sleep?
Why can’t I eat?
Why won’t you get out of my veins?
No matter how much alcohol I drink
nothing intoxicates me like your kiss
And no matter how many cigarettes
I smoke I can’t get your taste off
of my tongue.
How could you just leave?
I miss you, us, whatever it was